March 1st
"Headache. Needed, ohhhh, 8 more hours sleep after waking this morning. Must pull self together!... Never mind, my day is looking up already! There's not much cuter or more uplifting than a 2-year-old singing, "Don' wowwy.... 'bout a thiiiing.... co' ev'ry lil thing.... gonna be alwiiiight!" and bobbing his head as he pushes his toy cars about!"
"Love it when my crockpot slaves all day long to prepare me a roast dinner! Smells great and I feel like I didn't lift a finger!"
March 2nd
"Back from a good midwife appointment! Everything is looking great, and my little one is very happy lying transverse these past few weeks. Hope he changes his mind in the next month or so!"
"Feeling irrationally distraught that there is no chocolate in the house. Coco pops do not count. Even good old hot chocolate powder isn't doing the trick tonight!"
March 3rd
"Just spent the last 10 minutes trying to comfort Arthur, who is only half-awake but in floods of tears over the fact that it wasn't a good harvest because the rain made dust fly up into his eyes, and now they're still stinging! He is SO sad about his harvest, whatever that was! I hope he just poked his eye waking up from a weird dream or something, and not that he'll have a nice case of conjunctivitis in the morning! :S"
March 9th
"Breech, transverse, breech, transverse, breech, transverse (or can be translated as heartburn, ligament pain, heartburn, ligament pain) - such an indecisive baby! ;) Come on little manny, give head-down a whirl! It's not as bad as you think!"
March 12th
"Favourite nuggets from my boys today: (Nathan) "It's peace and quiet without Daddy here, isn't it Mummy?" lol! Also the term "false llama" instead of "false alarm", hehehe! Kind of makes up for the moment where I suggested using Samuel's nursery rhyme finger puppets to entertain him a bit earlier, and came in from clearing up lunch to find Humpty Dumpty with a brick wedged up his, erm, "hole", and rhyme being sung: "Humpty Dumpty needed a poo, Humpty Dumpty went to the loo..." followed by mucho exaggerated straining noises and the brick popping out. I don't know what happened next because their hysterical laughter prevented the sort of breathing necessary for speech or song, but Samuel was laughing along with them so I guess they did do as I suggested after all! :) "
March 13th
"In two months, Arthur will be the eldest of 6 children at the tender age of 7. I know that some feel kind of sorry for him and think he has it hard because of his position in the birth order and the number of siblings. I LOVED hearing from him (randomly!) this morning while he was watching Samuel toddle about and amuse the boys: "I love having Samuel and seeing him grow and change... but I think it's time I had some experience with a newborn baby again. It's been a while.... I can't WAIT until he's born! He'll be rolling and starting to get about in 2 or 3 months, and that will be fun, but I love when they're so sweet and tiny as well!" They all seem to love having a bunch of brothers close in age, and always ask when we'll have another one within WEEKS of a new baby being born. :) Love my boys!"
March 14th
"Have hit the 30s!!! Three-quarters of the way there, 10 weeks to go! I'm juuuust beginning to realise that I'm going to have a baby in NO time at all! Good thing we are so disorganised, because it means we have everything except a box of clothes (which was actually put away in the loft - gasp!!) still lying around the house from last time - nothing to get ready, yay!"
"We haven't quite got to fitting 5 boys in their room yet (disorganised, remember?!)! Samuel is still IN my bed - he has never slept in a cot. He is going to go straight to the "floor bunk" that Benjamin sleeps on, and since they have an extra long bunk bed and are tiny peeps who don't really move about much in their sleep, we are going to try top-and-tailing Nathan and Benjamin in Nathan's bottom bunk. That will have minimal upheaval for everyone, and no extra beds or furniture in their room! Not sure when it do it though, but I suppose it had better be fairly soon! :S"
March 15th
"Wow, the fog just cleared to reveal a BEAUTIFUL spring day! :) I put Samuel down for his nap, and when I came out of the bedroom I could hear lots of whispering and shuffling about, which made me nervous! Went downstairs to discover an immaculately tidy living room and four beaming boys sitting on the sofa!! They cleaned up as quietly as possible to do something nice for me! They had put every single item (toys, rubbish, books, grown-up paperwork, EVERYTHING - it was an absolute disaster zone when I went upstairs beforehand) in the place it is supposed to go, and were planning to sweep the floor except I apparently came down too soon. Arthur said happily, "The fog lifted, and it's like we were being so good that even the weather was smiling on us!" Taking our science lesson to the park this afternoon as a reward - such a beautiful day for it too! :) "
"Utterly utterly utterly wiped out after an afternoon at the park with my little people. Just the loading and unloading of small personages in the van is enough to do my back in lately! BUT, lovely sunshine, beautiful daffodils, little boys running and rolling down hills and giggling together, sweet pictures of "nature" drawn by the older boys (so lovely to watch them sprawled out on the grass drawing the pretty surroundings), and a much more outgoing mother than me approached to say she had noticed I have 5 children, and that she has just had her 5th, and do we by any chance homeschool?!! She and her sister homeschool their many-children-between-them, and both live within 10 minutes from our house! Numbers exchanged for future park outings! :) Bonus!!
I'm only writing the peachy stuff! They did not behave well going back to the van and I hurt my back catching Nathan, and ended up being grumpy and yelling A wave of hormones convinced me it was the worst afternoon ever for about 30 minutes. Benjamin sat in the time-out chair screaming for 20 mins straight this morning because he wouldn't say sorry for saying, "Stupid Mummy! I not listnin!" But yes, it has been a very good day Now to figure out dinner and survive the crazy hour(s) between now and bedtime!"
March 17th
"Cooling on a rack as I type!!! They look and smell faaaabulous!! :)"

In response to a comment on this photo about Samuel's blondeness (!):
"Love that baby! It has been fun to have a true blondie! Neil's sister is blonde, and his brother is strawberry blonde. My dad was blonde until adulthood and his dad was really "platinum" blonde - his hair is absolutely SNOW white now! Neil and I both have red hair in our families so I'm hoping for a red-head at some point too! We also have the full range of eye colours! Arthur's are brown (like my mum's - mine are mixed and Neil's are blue), Matthew's are green, Nathan's are dark blue, Benjamin's are mixed like mine but mainly grey, and Samuel's are blue blue blue! :)"
March 27th
"I know it's not everyone's thing, but there is just nothing like starting the day breastfeeding my 2- and 1-year-olds together, snuggled on the sofa, and looking down to see them holding hands - their clasped hands resting on the "shelf" of my tummy with their baby brother inside. Absolute "happiness is..." moment! :) They don't usually hold hands - more often there's some sort of invisible possession line, and a little hand that crosses it might get slooowwwly poked back over the line by an offended finger!
March 29th
"32 weeks pregnant (only 8 weeks to goooo!!!!) and off to see the consultant this afternoon with my lovely doula. It's the "permission for a homebirth" appointment, but I have a lovely consultant so he will likely just say, "So, do you still want to have the baby at home?" and I'll say, "Yes." and he'll say, "Okay then!" ;) Unless this little manny is persisting in his choice of transverse or breech position... I will find out later!
The choice is mine to make, but because I am a "grand-multip" (having birthed 5 babies), there are "increased risks" (which are not really backed up by research but doctors stick to them anyway) so they like to see me and go over said "risks" at a 3rd trimester appointment. They do strongly recommend that I give birth in hospital, and they did so last time as well, but I don't need to have permission and have weighed up the risks for myself and chosen homebirth every time (except babies 1 and 3). I do consider it carefully though, and will go into hospital if I need to!"
"Consultant appointment went okay - my baby is head down now, yaaaay! He also feels "average" size, which is a relief (last baby 9lbs 9oz and I'm LITTLE!). Lots of scary stuff told to me about postpartum haemmorhage though, which was unsettling. I have to meet with the head of midwifery in the next couple of weeks to discuss having a homebirth, AND see the consultant again in 4 weeks to tell him what I want to do. I want a homebirth, and a natural 3rd stage. He is fine with the homebirth but not so much with the natural 3rd stage. Brilliant doula is doing research on stats and figures and so on, for the appts. Tired now."
March 30th
"Oh how I love my children! I love my 7-year-old's loving care for his brothers, and my 5-year-old's face shining with soft pride when he learns something new that his big brother already knows. I love my 4-year-old's cute little phrases and the twinkle in his eyes when he is thinking of something mischievous. I love my 2-year-old's squidgy tummy and the combination of sweet independent ways and still being my baby. I love my 1-year-old's laugh when I eat his tummy, and the intensity in his eyes when he is trying to tell me something important in a language I can't understand. I love my unborn baby stomping on my bladder (yes, he's breech again today), and letting me know he's doing okay in there. I love my husband for working so hard to enable me to stay at home and spend all my days, hours and minutes with these precious little people that God has blessed us with. I am not sure what I have done to be this richly rewarded in life. I am pretty sure it's NOTHING, but God is gracious, and I love Him. And those are my main thoughts for today :) "
March 31st
"Productive day in the boys' bedroom! They now have L-shaped, staggered height, quad bunks due to a bit of repositioning, and an Ikea Trofast storage unit won at eBay has made the room somehow more spacious than it has ever been before?!?! Almost ready for Samuel to move in with the boys. He is so excited to be in there with them and always cries when I take him out to put him to bed! Tired out now, but very happy with the work done today! :)"

















